Today started really well. I felt that after the first thing in the morning stiffness i might actually have a far better day than i have had for a while. I did my exercises - trying to straighten my knees by stretching the muscles in the back of my knee. I have to put my feet up on the foot rest and press down on my knees. Hurts like hell. The doc said it would hurt at the back of the knee but actually it kills the whole knee. Going to do it though because he says it will be worse if he has to try and straighten it when i have the op.
As well as the arthritis in both my knees i have it in my neck as well. A prolapse. Asthma. Varicose veins and some silly skin thing on my legs that makes them look stained.
Despite all that i think i am a generally healthy person.
This is the first year i have had a lot of time off with the pain.
Proud of that.
I wonder if i would give up work if i had a reasonable Lotto win? Not the big millions but perhaps enough to pay off this mortgage and buy myself the bungalow i keep going on about? I like the interaction and using my brain but i am not sure i wouldn't give in to the temptation to play at scrapping and card making full time if i could afford it.
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